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Name: Kimmy Le
Gender: Female
Interests: macfriendshipsfree spiritedpan-asianweekendsca doanthe boyfriend (Thuan the Sexy Goat) sleepspanishfood Wizard
Expertise: Complaining
Occupation: Starving College Student
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Member Since:
7/9/2006
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| I'm having a totally crappy day today...
1. Wizard - CAN YOU JUST LET ME SLEEP IN PEACE FOR A FEW HOURS? I've been so exhausted with my bad cold and to make matters worse, my dog is making my life a living hell. He wakes me up at 5 AM and he doesn't sleep at night... during the day time, I have to fight with him over food because I cannot even eat in peace. I just gave him a bath and felt like I pulled my back again.
2. My boyfriend - I'm still angry at him for what happened on Friday and that I really am trying to avoid talking with him on the phone since I might actually end up yelling at him. The thing about my boyfriend is that he doesn't care to listen to me because he thinks I'm just nagging so he acts like a jerk and ignores me half the time. So on Friday, I tried to be nice and packed him a small dinner with desserts that I thought he would like despite taking full consequences with my bad cold. He, on the other hand, who promised we would have a nice dinner didn't keep his end of the bargain. Instead, he had ALL week to program his ihubs stuff, pack his clothes, etc. (but he chose not to until the very last minute). In the end, there was no time left and he starts cussing because he was unable to take out wizard's water bowl from his crate. Then we were in a rush to drop wizard off which honestly, didn't really take a lot of efforts or time at all... that was expected and I had prepared Wizard's food and everything else already. HE ONLY HAD TO TAKE CARE OF THE CRATE. After dropping the dog off.... we both realized there's definitely no time at all. And guess what? He had to waste another 15 minutes looking for a pharmacy to get cough drops, etc. when he could have packed that at home if he hadn't waited for the last minute. So then... of all the nice places you'd think your boyfriend would take you before he leaves you for a week... he takes you to McDonalds??? I had tears running while we were sitting at McDonalds and he didn't even noticed. Ugh...enough said. It was just a bad day.
3. My mother - stop worrying already, I will shoot myself soon.
4. The heat - it's just too hot in San Diego and I'm just too sick to really want to care.
5. My stupid group at school - WHY CAN'T YOU FUCKING PEOPLE JUST PICK A GODDAMN TOPIC ALREADY!?!?!?!?!?! I don't care! AND PLEASE, GIVE AN OPINION IN THE GROUP! I do not want to do this all by myself!!!!!! Don't give that "I don't know anything about this class" BS! It's college, step it up.
6. UCSD parking - this system is corrupt and cruel. I get sick just walking from where I park to the middle of the campus everyday.
7. UCSD summer session II dues - I'm just so broke and I haven't worked in a week because I've been sick =[
8. Claude's fiance - I don't even like his fiance, whatever her name is. I think she's stuck up and acts like she's better than everyone. Let me recall coming to her home several times and she would ignore me as the hostess with full intentions and wouldn't even smile at me or say hi or ask me how I am doing and continues stuffing her fat ass. Oh... it gets better, she constantly says "Why did you have to get a dog?" Look... if you don't like my dog, don't come to my house. I'm not missing you, so stay home. Hahaha...oh my favorite was when she snobbishly told me, "I don't care about the brand or costs of the things that I buy. I just buy it if I like it." (Geez.... can you be any more stuck up???) And I hate it whenever she comes to my house and ACTS LIKE THE WORLD'S BIGGEST 30 YEAR OLD WHINING KID. She refuses to eat unless somebody serves her and she puts her feet up on my cough because she thinks my dog carries contaminants.
9. Claude's wedding - I just do not want to go because I know 90% that I will be sitting at a table with Chi DPhuong (whom acts like the boss of me and is self-centered), Anh Duy, Anh Minh, Be Tho.... in which... are just not the age group that I am thrilled to really want to enjoy a wedding with. And so... since I hate claude's fiance... why would i really want to go to their wedding? The last wedding that I went to was terrible and I was bossed around and yelled at by my boyfriend's friend, Chi Dphuong, on why I was late to do the job of her 4 bridesmaids who sat around doing nothing.
10. My orchids - they are dying!!!!! =[.... I've worked so hard to keep them alive and now the flowers are dying =[!!!!!!
I HATE MY LIFE =[. | | |
| I have put my fat beagle onto a diet. For treats: instead of giving him peanut butter crackers, I've subsituted those with organic baby carrots Food: instead of giving him puppy dry food (which carries high proteins for early growth), I've switched to Science Diet's light weight management Exercise: Plenty of exercise!!! I'm working on this one... Love: the same =] | | |
| As much as I can get irritated at my boyfriend sometimes... in the end, I cannot live without him. He's a part of me. He's in Richmond, VA right now... it's been a year already since the passing of his dad. I really admire his strength, it takes a lot of faith, hope, and love.
Complaints:
1. I'm just tired. Like hopelessly tired... well... I am really scared about failing Spanish grammar =[! I know I will pass the conversation section (surprisingly!!!)... but this is the first time I've felt unsure about any class. It's a reckless fear.
2. I'm broke. Everybody's broke. Damn economy.
3. I feel fat and miserable. I wish I was skinny and had less acne.
4. I have a stomach problem... god, I'm like my dog.
5. I want my hair to grow faster... and softer!
6. I need a desk in my room... I cannot focus downstairs with my boyfriend snoring or the TV on.
7. I'm really sad that Hello Kitty just got mauled by Wizard today.
8. I need to be Catholic already...
9. I want the raw marks on my left arm to go away so I can wear my hippie clothes once more =[
10. I need a NEW job
11. It is contact lenses renewal time and I'm broke...
12. I hope I can still go to Europe this summer.... *fingers crossed*
13. I wish I could sing... my boyfriend thinks I'm terrible
14. I wish I was pretty =[...
15. Broken seat belt
16. I need to control my anger (there will be annoying people everywhere... I just have to get used to it)
17. I want a fur free car!!!!
18. I have too much homework
19. I haven't bought anything in sooo long.... it's driving me nuts. The last thing I bought was the LV messenger that I got from the lady off craigslist for $300
20. I think I have a skin problem
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| Happy Valentine's Day! One of the most overrated holidays of the year... Anyway, my boyfriend actually got me flowers this year. I think it's about 3 dozens. They are quite beautiful.
I don't know... I've been feeling kind of offended lately. My boyfriend has kind of been a jerk and very hostile to me. He constantly talks down on me like "Why can't you just eat what other people eat? Why can't you learn the stuff and skills that other people are using?". Or this morning when I asked him what volunteer opportunities he would like to take part in and he replied in the most offensive tone, "I don't know! I don't know how busy I am or what my schedule will be like!" A simple, "I'm sorry em, but I really can't tell you now because I'm unsure of my schedule" would have been more understanding. I guess in a way, he makes me a bit useless or maybe I'm not good enough for his standards. It's a bit heart-rending.
Anyway, I signed up to be a volunteer for the Carlsbad MS Walk this April. Since I am not physically well, I think volunteering is a better choice. It's a cause that's very dear to me and affects me personally. So this is my chance to give back.
Going back to the overratedness (that's not a word, I know) of this holiday. One of my girlfriends is going to a dinner to splurge on something that is like 20 times cheaper at Black Angus just to be a part of this economically and costly stemmed holiday. It may not even taste that great! I bet you, because it costs so much - that your brain forces you to say that the food is that great. I don't know... if I can get an extra day off from school because of this holiday, I think I would enjoy it more.
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| Damn, I haven't blogged in a while.
Well... what is there to say? Happy Friday :). That's all.
Oh yeah, I am really exhausted from walking my beagle these past couple of days.
Gosh, I really hope he is losing weight.
[Picture of Fat Dog]
Caption: that's Wizard at 30 lbs for a 9 months old beagle | | |
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